WU:5:45
Planned go to Miri today.
Heavy rain after wakeup this morning. Still raining now when writing this blog.
5 Family members ready to go at 8:00am, hope the rain will getting smaller.
We have to do some preparation work for my elder brother in Miri.
To buy a cemetery place at LainLok place. To inform them for Sunday activities.
We have do the praying for my brother last night. Master did Dharma talked until 10:45pm, quite late as we started a bit late.
Friday, February 09, 2007
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Preparation for my elder brother
This morning at around 9:00am, the whole family starting came to my house for a preparation meeting for my elder brother.
Mr. Yu is the one who in charged for the funeral.
We decided several things:
He have to report to police for this proof of death. Called the people who incharge of incinerate place.
Funeral held at Kuala Belait Suri Seri hospital back side starting at this coming Saturday 10 th Februry, 2007 8:00am.
8:30am will have praying ceremony.
10:00am starting a public memorial ceremony 公祭.
11:00am will send to incinerate place 火化場.
Sunday 9th February, 2007
7:00am go to incinerate place 火化場 for bone collecting.
8:00am go to Miri.
9:00am go Miri LianLot Chinese cemetery for placing the ash.
Mr. Yu is the one who in charged for the funeral.
We decided several things:
He have to report to police for this proof of death. Called the people who incharge of incinerate place.
Funeral held at Kuala Belait Suri Seri hospital back side starting at this coming Saturday 10 th Februry, 2007 8:00am.
8:30am will have praying ceremony.
10:00am starting a public memorial ceremony 公祭.
11:00am will send to incinerate place 火化場.
Sunday 9th February, 2007
7:00am go to incinerate place 火化場 for bone collecting.
8:00am go to Miri.
9:00am go Miri LianLot Chinese cemetery for placing the ash.
Raining Days...
Photo showed medicine taken from Hospital this morning.1WU:4:44 2WU:6:00 QG:1,2,3
It's always raining these days. Yesterday was a sunny day. Today it rain again, cloudy, grey sky, just like my today's feeling. In the deep low mood.
My 2nd brother and my elder brother daughter and sons went to Bandar's hospital to find out what the real reason causing this death. Not sure what they do next, as they just went up to Bandar then I have to do the regular blood test at Seria Clinic.
Also visit the doctor again, this is the second time I visit doctor within this week. The first visit was at KB clinic(private), even the doctor gave me the antibiotics, flu medicine, after two days taken, getting worse for my cough. So I decided NOT to take anymore until today I visit second time again at Seria Clinic.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
He is gone
My elder brother finally pass away.
His heart beat stopped at 2:00pm in the afternoon.
My niece and nephew went up to JP to find out the confirmed.
I felt really sad on my heart. He gone just within 3 days.
JP doctor mention have to sent him to RIPAS to check what is the main cause of the death.
Still waiting for my niece call back...
Too sad...
His heart beat stopped at 2:00pm in the afternoon.
My niece and nephew went up to JP to find out the confirmed.
I felt really sad on my heart. He gone just within 3 days.
JP doctor mention have to sent him to RIPAS to check what is the main cause of the death.
Still waiting for my niece call back...
Too sad...
Condition not so good
1WU:10:00 2WU:4:44
I was sleep very earlier last night at around 7:30 something. A bit tired or may be the cough medicine made me dizzy and felt have to go sleep.
I knew Hock and PYing them back from JP. I felt asleep so didn't wake up to ask for the information.
This morning at 2:30am JP will called and told the family that his condition going to critical again. Not so good. Have to do the kidney "cleaning", have to give more heavy medicine. Still need the machine to control and monitoring his breathing, blood pressure and heart beat.
Sent sms to my sister in HK and asked her to read my email I sent to her as sms cannot write too many information.
I prayed again on this morning Dharma practice by the time I still didn't know the bad news.
I have to prayed again. Hope he is getting better after the kidney "cleaning". Hope everything will be good...
I was sleep very earlier last night at around 7:30 something. A bit tired or may be the cough medicine made me dizzy and felt have to go sleep.
I knew Hock and PYing them back from JP. I felt asleep so didn't wake up to ask for the information.
This morning at 2:30am JP will called and told the family that his condition going to critical again. Not so good. Have to do the kidney "cleaning", have to give more heavy medicine. Still need the machine to control and monitoring his breathing, blood pressure and heart beat.
Sent sms to my sister in HK and asked her to read my email I sent to her as sms cannot write too many information.
I prayed again on this morning Dharma practice by the time I still didn't know the bad news.
I have to prayed again. Hope he is getting better after the kidney "cleaning". Hope everything will be good...
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
I pray everything will be over soon
My elder brother condition cannot said stable yet. Last night, he have once critical condition at around 8:00pm. After 10:00pm then can said over the critical condition. The heart beat was not so stable, sometime gone down to 30~40 then stopped! It really cannot said stable.
My sister in law with his second son went to visit him again. No much changed. He did awake awhile. Cannot said anything as he using the breathing machine.
Some family members went up tonight. I was not going as I felt sicked too.
I pray everything will be over soon.
My sister in law with his second son went to visit him again. No much changed. He did awake awhile. Cannot said anything as he using the breathing machine.
Some family members went up tonight. I was not going as I felt sicked too.
I pray everything will be over soon.
No sign of paying
I tried to sms him in the afternoon. Hope to keep remind him.
After half a hour and he said: By far ny yet. Haiz~*
I knew that, so I have to keep reminding him.
After half a hour and he said: By far ny yet. Haiz~*
I knew that, so I have to keep reminding him.
200 only and hear what he said
I found he only bank in 200. So I tried to sms him. He reply like that:
2007/02/5 16:08:04 yes friend, I already told u small amount before in my sms. I notice u dun get my message clearly. The rest I still waiting for cheque from singapore as i say before. Have check today, my office haven't receive yet.
I replied because his delay and delay and delay, made me cannot get what his messages. No point for let me wait, wait and wait until the 3 months then the 4 months is arrived soon.
So he replied:
2007/02/5 16:20:22 it nt that | 1 2 delay at all. U r nt me in my situation which u will nvr understand. But for 1 things plz bear in mind n I already replied this sentence many times. I am a PAYING ppl. Nt of those running away which u maybe think I am else u nvr lost patience on me. Can't say much. I am chasing my HR as well to clear matter off.
What a good reply. I can wait. Wait patiently? Tell me! For those PAYING ppl will never try to forget what he should pay at the mature time. Not just let me waiting waiting waiting and lose my patience! I don't like this kind of feeling. Yes, I am not in his situation, he also is NOT in my situation, right? What can I say?
2007/02/5 16:08:04 yes friend, I already told u small amount before in my sms. I notice u dun get my message clearly. The rest I still waiting for cheque from singapore as i say before. Have check today, my office haven't receive yet.
I replied because his delay and delay and delay, made me cannot get what his messages. No point for let me wait, wait and wait until the 3 months then the 4 months is arrived soon.
So he replied:
2007/02/5 16:20:22 it nt that | 1 2 delay at all. U r nt me in my situation which u will nvr understand. But for 1 things plz bear in mind n I already replied this sentence many times. I am a PAYING ppl. Nt of those running away which u maybe think I am else u nvr lost patience on me. Can't say much. I am chasing my HR as well to clear matter off.
What a good reply. I can wait. Wait patiently? Tell me! For those PAYING ppl will never try to forget what he should pay at the mature time. Not just let me waiting waiting waiting and lose my patience! I don't like this kind of feeling. Yes, I am not in his situation, he also is NOT in my situation, right? What can I say?
Still cough
1WU:3:47 2WU:5:00
Still cough when wake up. Seem the antibiotic medicine still not function very good. May be I like the Acupuncture style of medicine, ha ha, who know. Have to take the medicine until finished see what is the result.
Brother stayed at JP last night without any with family as it was the JP policy. They provide the great service and sure for the value charged. We paid what we gain. This is their policy.
Still cough when wake up. Seem the antibiotic medicine still not function very good. May be I like the Acupuncture style of medicine, ha ha, who know. Have to take the medicine until finished see what is the result.
Brother stayed at JP last night without any with family as it was the JP policy. They provide the great service and sure for the value charged. We paid what we gain. This is their policy.
Monday, February 05, 2007
What a day!
MDP:20
Waked up by my niece at 2:00am in the morning, told me my elder brother, her father was admitted to KB hospital around 1:00am something. I really getting headache, cough and felt really sicked on that time, so I said I cannot fetched her go to KB hospital. She called Lo to fetched her.
I backed to sleep and cannot sleep well anymore, but manage to snap a bit until 6:20am. My niece back and ready for her work at 6:30am. She mention her mum was stayed with my elder brother at ICU. I still got headache and my cough problem have to solve by today.
The kids packed some cloths for me to bring to KB hospital which I can do for them.
Two nephew was asleep as they just backed at 4:00am in the morning who Loong just back at 12:00 mid night last night, waked up by his mum at 1:00 something as his father getting really ill on that time. He have to fetched them rush to KB hospital.
They manage to take 2 days leaves anyway. They have to get some sleep anyway.
Before I went to KB hospital, I passed my niece mobile to her at her school. She was having the teaching. By the time I arrived KB, I saw my sister-in-law, she was standing outside the ICU room. As doctor need to do some worked. I waited for about one hour then I have to go see the doctor for my cough first then back to office to do some works. Luckily my blood pressure is stable.
At around 10:00 something, my sister-in-law called and she mention the doctor required the family to decide to send the patient to JP or not, they agreed.
11:45pm, they were ready to go to JP. It was the critical time and my elder brother stopped breathing. This was the second times happen today, once was happen around 10:00am.
They put him back to hospital. At around 1:00pm, they done something and manage to send him to JP.
JP doctor mention he infected with virus. No heart attacked!
JP policy cannot let the family stayed at ICU, so they have to left after 9:00pm.
They have to have a good rest for tonight.
Waked up by my niece at 2:00am in the morning, told me my elder brother, her father was admitted to KB hospital around 1:00am something. I really getting headache, cough and felt really sicked on that time, so I said I cannot fetched her go to KB hospital. She called Lo to fetched her.
I backed to sleep and cannot sleep well anymore, but manage to snap a bit until 6:20am. My niece back and ready for her work at 6:30am. She mention her mum was stayed with my elder brother at ICU. I still got headache and my cough problem have to solve by today.
The kids packed some cloths for me to bring to KB hospital which I can do for them.
Two nephew was asleep as they just backed at 4:00am in the morning who Loong just back at 12:00 mid night last night, waked up by his mum at 1:00 something as his father getting really ill on that time. He have to fetched them rush to KB hospital.
They manage to take 2 days leaves anyway. They have to get some sleep anyway.
Before I went to KB hospital, I passed my niece mobile to her at her school. She was having the teaching. By the time I arrived KB, I saw my sister-in-law, she was standing outside the ICU room. As doctor need to do some worked. I waited for about one hour then I have to go see the doctor for my cough first then back to office to do some works. Luckily my blood pressure is stable.
At around 10:00 something, my sister-in-law called and she mention the doctor required the family to decide to send the patient to JP or not, they agreed.
11:45pm, they were ready to go to JP. It was the critical time and my elder brother stopped breathing. This was the second times happen today, once was happen around 10:00am.
They put him back to hospital. At around 1:00pm, they done something and manage to send him to JP.
JP doctor mention he infected with virus. No heart attacked!
JP policy cannot let the family stayed at ICU, so they have to left after 9:00pm.
They have to have a good rest for tonight.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Sunday life
1WU:4:43 2WU:5:34Got Xing called for breakfast this morning while I was chatting with net friend, Craig Borak happily. I did chatting with a China guy who just back from Toronto Canada yesterday noon time. Just that I login to Yahoo messenger, not msn any more.
May be I have too many friends using Yahoo Messenger now, more than msn friend. Although both messenger is tried to merge together. Each messenger member can link together, but Yahoo messenger may be a fresh new toy to me to play with.
So quickly end up the 45 minutes chatting and rushed to the store.
Xing still not appeared yet although I already delay for 15 minutes. I think he like to delay a bit these days, may be his wife delay him, who know?
I decided to brought my niece Dell laptop going, testing it. After parking the car, still put the laptop inside the car, not taking with me. Then Xing arrived with his wife, he don't want to go the next shop for breakfast, so we still have our breakfast at Seria noodle store.
Chen and his wife came and we chatted and discussion. We knew some facts but we also have some points to discuss.
10:45am, I decided to left, if not, I didn't knew where they will left this breakfast place.
Back home and I realized I forgot to buy something I want to buy. Ask Ang, he like to come with him to Seria Shop again. 2nd Brother told me he will have hill walking at around 11:40. So we have be quick. Ang and me bought two thing, the string and the ventilating fan at B$55.00.
Back home, and it was over 11:40. I quickly prepared my sport wear.
Quick walked for half a hour or 40 minutes. Talked with Alex and Ang after the walked.
Backed home, got my simple eggs + some rice + oat lunch. Simple and easy.
No snap for this afternoon.
Watch 30 minutes TV.
Wash my own blanket. Took 40 minutes to let it dry. Good day for this Sunday although I got some other things no finished by today.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Good start for her
Elder brother sicked today. She cooked and asked them to eat. SPY went to Marai. Hiang not eat most of the time. Loong, Ang and CaiYin eat special dinner tonight. May be today is a pay date for her, good and nice feeling, or she want to have the change, who know.
Anyway, a bit strange to me but Good start to her, good start for the whole family.
Anyway, a bit strange to me but Good start to her, good start for the whole family.
He is pay today?
He promised me last night at 10 something. Saying that he will go to bank this morning and asked me to check the bank after 9:00am. No, he done nothing and I didn't get anything from him.
Then I starting to sms him at around 11:00am. He sms back said: I been q since9. just bank in la...
Need to check with bank then can 100% sure he did bank in by 11:30am today. Full amount? No sure.
Then I starting to sms him at around 11:00am. He sms back said: I been q since9. just bank in la...
Need to check with bank then can 100% sure he did bank in by 11:30am today. Full amount? No sure.
Breakfast with D brothers and sisters
1WU:4:43 2WU:5:36 QG:1,2,4 SM:15
SMS Fang after QG. She replied get read and I told her I will fetch her and go to find Qing before 8:00am.
prepared everything.
SMS Fang after QG. She replied get read and I told her I will fetch her and go to find Qing before 8:00am.
prepared everything.
Friday, February 02, 2007
Some trivia stuffs for tonight
Checked bank at night, no sign of payment. Knew it. SMS him, no reply yet. Have to wait.
I don't want to loose my temper again for this payment, just see what he will do next. Put too much time for this payment, I hate the feeling, I pray it will gone one day.
8:46pm He sms back saying Traffic Jam, heading to the Mall.
My bad dream still on going. He starting to scold and shut out:damn words appeared! Here and there and I don't want to hear anymore. His main task for tonight is no going to BSB for fun, he have to rush to a machine to finished his main task, but he failed to do it. Same as me, his saying start "damn" word...who's right who's wrong, please tell me.
So, no bank in and I have to wait until tomorrow around 9:00am at my bank. Good reason again. Don't have that bank account and cannot bank in. What a good reason he give. Okay, wait until tomorrow morning at 9:00am, I HAVE TO wait patiently again.
Listening some CNY song, tried to feel the atmosphere of CNY. Try get rid some bad feeling.
Still deleted some of the emails as routine work for Friday night. Drink two pack of no sugar coffee, I just add some brown sugar just suite for my own taste, 3 in 1 always a bit too sweet. I told myself not to take more than 3 cups of coffee daily.
Testing the USBs on my PC, the USB port not working after reformatted HDD that day. After few days trying, it work in a sudden!
Friends requested my Taiwan's travel photos again, so just send emails to them for the links.
Managed to reregistered kfsim.tk again. Staring to hit the link again and again daily. A tired task but I have to maintain I will not loose it again.
Found FireFox 2.0 cannot support Yahoo! photos Easy Upload Tool, only support Firefox 1.0 to 1.99. Too bad, so I have to use IE6 again. I get use for firefox already and a bit hate for this IE.
9:00pm, I getting a bit tired already...
I don't want to loose my temper again for this payment, just see what he will do next. Put too much time for this payment, I hate the feeling, I pray it will gone one day.
8:46pm He sms back saying Traffic Jam, heading to the Mall.
My bad dream still on going. He starting to scold and shut out:damn words appeared! Here and there and I don't want to hear anymore. His main task for tonight is no going to BSB for fun, he have to rush to a machine to finished his main task, but he failed to do it. Same as me, his saying start "damn" word...who's right who's wrong, please tell me.
So, no bank in and I have to wait until tomorrow around 9:00am at my bank. Good reason again. Don't have that bank account and cannot bank in. What a good reason he give. Okay, wait until tomorrow morning at 9:00am, I HAVE TO wait patiently again.
Listening some CNY song, tried to feel the atmosphere of CNY. Try get rid some bad feeling.
Still deleted some of the emails as routine work for Friday night. Drink two pack of no sugar coffee, I just add some brown sugar just suite for my own taste, 3 in 1 always a bit too sweet. I told myself not to take more than 3 cups of coffee daily.
Testing the USBs on my PC, the USB port not working after reformatted HDD that day. After few days trying, it work in a sudden!
Friends requested my Taiwan's travel photos again, so just send emails to them for the links.
Managed to reregistered kfsim.tk again. Staring to hit the link again and again daily. A tired task but I have to maintain I will not loose it again.
Found FireFox 2.0 cannot support Yahoo! photos Easy Upload Tool, only support Firefox 1.0 to 1.99. Too bad, so I have to use IE6 again. I get use for firefox already and a bit hate for this IE.
9:00pm, I getting a bit tired already...
Will he pay tonight?
AQG: 1,2,4,5 SM:15
When he sent the sms last night, then I knew I have to wait patiently.
I knew his style of delaying already. Too many excuses!
When morning wait until afternoon, then go to evening time, I have to wait really patiently.
You get what I felt when I received his sms in the afternoon at around 2:58pm saying that he got the payment late, and he will heading to BSB after work, asking and requesting my another bank account number.
I really felt annoying after I read his sms although I knew I have to WAIT! Driving my car back home, cannot listening what my favorite music playing just like previous Friday, even I made the volume to the larger. My heart really sad and getting sicked again...I told myself NOT to deal with any money matter stuffs again in my life between friends. It's really hurt! I really don't like this kind of bad feeling.
Tonight I don't know he really will bank in or not or he will give me another delaying reasons. Let's see what he will told me when he is in Bandar's the Mall...
When he sent the sms last night, then I knew I have to wait patiently.
I knew his style of delaying already. Too many excuses!
When morning wait until afternoon, then go to evening time, I have to wait really patiently.
You get what I felt when I received his sms in the afternoon at around 2:58pm saying that he got the payment late, and he will heading to BSB after work, asking and requesting my another bank account number.
I really felt annoying after I read his sms although I knew I have to WAIT! Driving my car back home, cannot listening what my favorite music playing just like previous Friday, even I made the volume to the larger. My heart really sad and getting sicked again...I told myself NOT to deal with any money matter stuffs again in my life between friends. It's really hurt! I really don't like this kind of bad feeling.
Tonight I don't know he really will bank in or not or he will give me another delaying reasons. Let's see what he will told me when he is in Bandar's the Mall...
He breaked his promise again
1WU:3:34 2WY:5:30 QG:1
Did not go to QG session last night.
He breaked his promise again last night. He promise to bank in yesterday evening, but at 21:16:45 he sms said: Damn my friends delay transfer money to me. Can u check tomorrow around 2pm. he directly pass to me during lunch.
You see, so good. DELAY one more day. He like to do it like that. This is his style.
I already remind him to make it yesterday. Then delay again. So see today what he said after 2:00pm.
Will you angry for this kind of FRIEND or Damn?
Did not go to QG session last night.
He breaked his promise again last night. He promise to bank in yesterday evening, but at 21:16:45 he sms said: Damn my friends delay transfer money to me. Can u check tomorrow around 2pm. he directly pass to me during lunch.
You see, so good. DELAY one more day. He like to do it like that. This is his style.
I already remind him to make it yesterday. Then delay again. So see today what he said after 2:00pm.
Will you angry for this kind of FRIEND or Damn?
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Best wish for Chinese New Year
Chinese New Year is around the corner.
Did you feel it already. I found lot of cars towards the town these days, make me stuck someway on the road.
Feeling is different for this year. May be I getting older. Yes, older...not like kid, still dreaming to have lot of red pocket "ang pao" during CNY.
My wishing is to become more healthy and upgrade myself to highest level of living, clear mind and positive thinking. To be more optimistic rather pessimistic. So my nickname is Every Day is a Good Day! Best wish!
Did you feel it already. I found lot of cars towards the town these days, make me stuck someway on the road.
Feeling is different for this year. May be I getting older. Yes, older...not like kid, still dreaming to have lot of red pocket "ang pao" during CNY.
My wishing is to become more healthy and upgrade myself to highest level of living, clear mind and positive thinking. To be more optimistic rather pessimistic. So my nickname is Every Day is a Good Day! Best wish!
Self upgrading
1WU:3:38 2WU:5:03 3WU:5:34
Today may go to do own business, so may have to take leave from QiGong section. Sorry to the 3 teacher there if I on leave again. Have to take this leave if I think that one is more important to me.
Today may go to do own business, so may have to take leave from QiGong section. Sorry to the 3 teacher there if I on leave again. Have to take this leave if I think that one is more important to me.
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